Hammer time.

Let not the waves of the sea separate us now, and the years you have spent in our midst become a memory.

You have walked among us a spirit, and your shadow has been a light upon our facs.

Much have we loved you. But speechless was our love, and with veils has it been veiled.

Yet now it cries aloud unto you, and would stand revealed before you. 

The Prophet - Khalil Gibran

Stop.

What have you done today? Or this month for that fact. Is it different from any other month out of this past year? Have you done anything different, have you changed habit, or made importance out of anything?

I was on my way out of work when I really just wanted to stop in the middle of the crosswalk and consider my life; For the past three years has been a blur. Honestly, I never thought there was anything outside of highschool, back then. What have I done with my life? I've learned so many things. I'm a completely different person.

A Marine died today who went to Central, got shot in the head. 

My reason and logic have changed significantly:

I didn't know the person and as his decision to become a Marine and go down the route in knowing the danger of death, I don't feel bad at all. But because I'm such a damn downer, and that I know what the military is like, I disregard my thoughts. I give sympathy for his family and friends, and since he's from Columbia I feel bad for that. But honestly, so it goes.