Coffee and Cigarettes

I'm a sinking submarine, trapped under the weight of the sea. My life, as steady as is seems is worked by many people, all working gears, screws, and rutters to change my path and speed. Most people live their lives like this, friends and family are what make you. Along with your own personality, judgments on actions will determine your intents.

Have you ever been in love with the idea of someone? To love someone more in your mind, than in love with them. To go without talking to them and then to finally see them and not feel the same feelings as those imaginative made ones? Who is your imagination to make up feelings for some one in your life? Since you don't physically think any different about the person, infatuation must be a subliminal thought. Not in whole, but in part obviously.

I like Fran, but we don't have that spark.