excuses?

I let it all build up until I don't want to deal with it anymore. I don't like people in general, so I guess that could explain the actions tonight. Loud, obnoxious, and so it goes.

Good movie, by the way.

I used to have this thing for this girl named Caitlin. We went on this mission trip together, and for a brief time in the madness of my life I think I fell in love. I've never had such a strange click with someone that I admired as much as I did her, but it happened. And then it stopped.

I've never gotten butterflies in my stomach from holding hands with anyone else in my entire life, maybe this should change.